Sunday, December 23, 2012

Selfish vs Selfless

Standing in line the other day, there were two ladies talking rather loudly. Doing what every good American does, I started listening in to their conversation. It went something like this:

Blond: I am SO upset. I can't believe (insert guys name here) is working AGAIN this Christmas. I mean, can't he take ONE holiday off to spend with his girlfriend?

Redhead: I know. I feel so bad you have to go spend it with your family and not with him. Really? He worked Thanksgiving, too. Can't he find another police officer to work instead?

Blond: Ugh, I don't know, he said something about us celebrating on Wednesday, his day off. I have to work on Thursday, so we won't even be able to go out late. You would think he could just get the day off. How inconsiderate.

They went back and forth for a little while, talking about how Christmas and Thanksgiving are "family holidays" and how this guy is a horrible boyfriend for working them. Personally, I think he is a horrible boyfriend for staying with this chick, but hey, that is just my opinion.

I work holidays.  A lot of them. I miss family events ~ birthdays, Father's Day, Mother's Day ~ and sometimes expect my family to work around my schedule. But I do it with the support of my family. I don't consider it an inconvenience that I have to work Christmas Eve this year. I consider it a fortune, because I have a job I love, a fantastic group of people to work with. And I am working so every other family out there has the peace of mind and feeling of security that, if something happens, there will be someone there to take care of any problems that arise. We don't expect people to say how much they appreciate us working when everyone else is with their family, but that doesn't give others the right to criticize us for not being home with our family. If I was given the option, I would be home, spending time with my family. But I have a duty to serve and I will do just that, along with 31 of my fellow firefighters and countless law enforcement officers.

Because that is just what we do. 

Monday, August 27, 2012

Go Find...A Search Dog's Legacy

Dogs are possibly the most amazing creatures on earth, and that is assuming unicorns are real. Where else will you find an animal so selfless and dedicated that they will do anything to please their human? Dogs are there to greet you at the door when you return like they haven't seen you in months, even if you just went out to get the mail. They curl up at our feet when we are cold. They sit with us when we are sad and they continually bring the toy back when we throw it. Where else will you find unconditional love like that?

The bond between a dog and it's human is something no one can describe. But even stronger is the bond between a working dog and it's handler. Working dogs are a special breed, they have a mission and they strive to please their partner, working hand-in-paw together.

In 2005, my dream came true and I got a White German Shepherd Dog to start training for search. Koda immediately took off with puppy trails and we found the perfect toy as a reward. His purple football has seen so many games of tug and even more games of fetch, we bought a second one just in case the original toy got too worn out. Not to mention the few times it wound up in a tree, with Koda patiently sitting below it pointing it out to us.

Koda quickly caught on to being a search dog. He loved the game of finding people. It was a natural talent for him and he very quickly moved on to harder trails. Before he was two, he was working trails that were several miles long and multiple-subject problems. Every search started out the same, putting on his vest and his bell, grabbing the scent article, and giving him the "Go Find" command. He would be so excited before the trail started, often barking and trying to take the scent article from me. That is a true sign of a dog who loves his job.

Not every search was a success, and some were more successful than others. Koda had a fondness for a few people, and would occasionally forget about his handler (me) and go straight to the missing subject. When he realized he was missing someone, he would retrace his steps and come get me. It never failed, he always found what he was looking for and was ready and waiting for his ball. We had a few "mishaps" where Koda pointed out several times where the subject was, but I didn't quite catch on. They often say a search dog trains its handler, and that is exactly how it works.

His first "true" find on a search mission was like a walk in the park for him; me, on the other hand, I was in such shock I had to be reminded to give him his toy. Believe me, it wasn't that I doubted his skills, I doubted my own. He continued to work search missions and find people. I may be biased, but there is a very good chance he is the best search dog to ever work in the Black Hills. Koda has dedicated several thousand hours over the course of the seven years he has been a search dog. He just does what he knows, and that is working hard to get the reward he so deserved.

A time comes when a search dog becomes a former search dog. There are no more weekends spent finding people or trips to Colorado to work with the best dog teams in the Midwest. The balls are put away and the vests have been washed from their final trip in the field. Most dogs are retired when they get too old to search. Unfortunately, some dogs are retired too early because someone else defines their successes.

A search dog is not just a regular dog. They dedicate their lives to saving people they only know by smell and do it for a small reward. Once a dog has been trained for search, he will always be a search dog, even in retirement. Now, we spend our weekends out exploring the Hills where we once searched for missing people, chasing toys in the park, and wading through the creek, all stuff we did before, but without the task of finding people.

Thank you for seven years of serving your community, Koda. Most importantly, thank you for finding me.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Dreams are meant to be broken...

I dream upon a star, of places near and far.
To go chase hopes and someday be the best that I can be.

My dreams are just outside my reach, 
Through hard work I learn,  
For every challenge I surpass, 
My dreams are mine to earn.

But dreams are just a dream,
Each made up in my mind.
Broken dreams wash away,
As new dreams build in time.

Dreams are for dreamers, 
Not all dreams belong to me.
Some are placed in the fate of others,
Success is not a guarantee.

I dream upon a star, of places near and far.
And dream, I dream, someday, they are meant to be.

Thursday, February 09, 2012

This blog is totally about YOU...

Have you ever read a Facebook status or blog and totally thought they were talking about you? And it's usually when they're mad about something someone (you) did or did not do, said, or wore? Well...just to set this straight...this blog is totally about you. Over the years, I have met so many inspirational people. I wish I was the kind of person who could tell someone how much I appreciate them, and I do try to show my gratitude whenever I can, but I am kind of shy when it comes to praise. So, as you read this, I hope you find at least one thing that makes you go "hmmm...I think she is talking about me!" For obvious reasons, I have omitted all names and faces, and no animals were harmed during the making of this blog.
  1. Have you ever met a person who is so in love with life that it makes you realize that having a job or career doing something you love makes everything else in life fall into place? It really doesn't matter how much money you make or where you live, because when you are doing what you love, you can make the best of everything.
  2. Someone who is so selfless they will do anything for you at the drop of a hat...if you need a ride, they will figure out how to make it happen. If you need someone to talk to, they drop everything and lend an ear.
  3. Motivation can happen just by being in the same room as people. When you are around them, you want to be a better, stronger, fitter person. There is probably a little jealousy out there, just because they are better at things, but that is such a motivator to improve skills, it can be a good thing.
  4. Someone who knows you better than you know yourself. They don't just finish your sentences, they say exactly what you are thinking before you even say it. It is so much fun to hang out with them because you are always on the same page, but can have lively discussions, because of course, we are both always right.
  5. Someone you haven't seen in forever but, when you get together, it is like you never left. It is great to be able to catch up and you always have someone to listen to you complain, cheer on your successes, and make sure everything is going to be okay.
  6. Someone you can have a lively debate with, knowing you are both right, but talk just to talk. It is great to have someone who can hold up their end.
  7. Someone who is so much like you, they can help you dissect everything that you are doing when you don't even realize you are doing it.
  8. People who love you just because you are you, and people you love because they make you smile.

Monday, January 02, 2012

A Garage is a Man's Castle

I grew up as a car girl...spending every Friday night at the race track for as long as I can remember. I remember being a little girl and watching my dad build race engines in our garage. I would climb up onto this brown wooden stool and sit there for hours watching him put rings on the pistons, then carefully drop each piston into a hole, checking to make sure each one was set correctly and there was enough piston-to-valve clearance. Of course, back then, I had no idea what was going on, I just loved to watch my dad work. It was like magic to me. The stuff that happened in that garage was all a show of skill, dedication, and hard work. In the 28 years I have know my father, the garage has always been a place for him to blow off steam, relax, think...the best kind of therapy. I never understood it, but my dad has always had a clean garage, mostly tidy, swept floors, each tool hanging in exactly the right spot, so, when you are in a hurry, you can go right to that place. Nowadays, the garage is also my mom's sanctuary. In the summer, it looks like a flower shop, full of plants, flowers, mulch, tools, and whatever else it takes to make her lawn look fabulous. It is the same thing, a place to retreat to, a place that is safe. Every time I look at our race shop, I can't help but smile and think of how many hours have been spent in there. Getting cars ready to run, bloody knuckles from that bolt that wouldn't loosen, the number of jugs of fuel that has been filled. If walls could talk...