Continuing the Legacy

The hardest part about saying good-bye is wondering what it would be like right now. What would we be doing today? Would Koda like that toy? How would he react to this thunder? My biggest fear is forgetting about him ~ but I have faith that will never happen. Koda was the best thing that happened to me; he was my best friend, my search partner, and was loved by so many people.

Part of me didn't know if I could get another dog. What would he think of me getting a NEW dog? Is that the ultimate slap in the face - replacing him? Since March 1, whenever someone has asked about who I am, I start to say "just me and the dog." And then I would stop. Because it was just me. 

Then, spending my free time looking at rescue dog websites, I found a blue-eyed, brown-eared ball of fuzz. And I realized all of my fears about "replacing" Koda were null - I am not moving on from Koda, I am not replacing him, and I am certainly not forgetting him. By getting another dog, I am keeping Koda's memories fresh. He was an amazing dog and he taught me so much stuff: how to work with an animal, love unconditionally, and forever be part of something. 

So, with the assurance that Koda is looking over my shoulder, I am ready for another chapter in this adventure of doggie love. I see traits of Koda in Loki, little reminders that he is still here. And, like Koda, Loki is teaching me all sorts of things, like how wonderful it is to lay on your back and have your belly rubbed. 

Here is to continuing Koda's legacy.